Selling Love amid Lust

In my efforts for survival on lusty ground

Thought of producing something of value

And sell that to the people around

For having some food, clothes and shelter

To survive meeting needs bare minimum

Tried to produce again and again

Using wisdom and intellect I learned

Simplicity and innocence, I inherited

But failed again and again

Met people very successful

In business of life and flourishing

To learn the art I need to survive

Meeting my basic needs of life

They checked up and diagnosed me

With severely deficient in smartness needed

What they advised made me to astonish

For potential of uprooting all I cherish -

Wisdom and intellect, earned so hard

Honesty and integrity, learned to guard

They took me to their school

For teaching life with basic rule

How to make others fool

Be cunning, show innocence

Be cruel, yet exhibit kindness

Show love, be friend of lusty

Preach need minimal, enjoy luxury

This is religion of modern humanity

Some served in name of spirituality

Politically, it is being diplomatically

Their syllabus aims to demolish

All I learned, all I cherish

So, I ran out of school

With they chasing and me caught

I said, can't demolish my existence

Excuse me for my self-defense

Responded they with smiles fake

We don't want you to school

But tell not others

How we make others fool

I could create few words of love

With my own values and locus

Love with loyalty without chatter

Without scatter, but with focus

Lust may be parcel of love

Let it not subvert love

Love is light, lust is sound

Both going in circles round

Love is the need of all -

From the lusty to the forlorn

Love someone if you can

Forget where there were born

   

Went to market, tried to sell

My words of love without yell

Market is full with customers of lust

None wanting love as their choice first

They want lust, keeping love as reserve

To be touched when nothing else serve

Used often for exhibiting lust

Hidden behind mask of love

I got price but very low

Not sufficient to survive without bow

What do I do with feelings of love

Find no soil on which to sow

You Gone Too Far Away

Don't ask me to love you as before

On factors between you and me

Sad to find, you gone too far away

On your lusty sojourns for long

It is impossible for you to return

Your body n mind set for the sway

You don't realize fair or foul

Go on blindly chasing wealth

Luxurious life, your chosen way

Don't ask me to love you as before  

Even you decide, somehow to return

My arms unprepared hold you back

Wounds very deep in my psyche

Caused by your lusty overtures wild

Have driven me out of loving track

Your short-sightedness for pleasures

Ignoring loving happiness forever

Put a wedge of mistrust in love sac

Don't ask me to love you as before

Path you've chosen to earn money

Has pushed me away far from you

Saving my self-esteem and dignity

You gone deep into the ocean of lust

Ignoring me n my love on the shore

You going your way enjoying freedom

Relationship demands some discipline

Don't ask me to love you as before

The price you are paying for wealth

Is huge for your losing love n health

Would realize on losing your glamour

With none to make you lust partner

Then, you would need loving ground

That would be nowhere to be found

Don't ask me to love you as before

I am leaving, out of way of yours

To do whatever you like to enjoy

To go wherever you like to enjoy

With this, I become free from you

Not to be in disagreement with you

We both go our own ways separate

Whether we feel sad or desperate

Don't ask me to love you as before

For I am having two faces of women

One using herself for earning wealth

Other spends money to please herself

With none knowing true love of many

Neither wants nor spends any money

Keeps money and love issues separate

Not money-greedy, nor sex-desperate 

Love Lost for Lust

Earth got a lover called Moon with knowledge light

Caressing her body all over with touch of moonlight

Making her happier, more beautiful, health sound

With nourishment of moonlight, her spirits aroused

With feelings of being a woman and love worthy

Dormant for long, desires aroused making her lusty

For transient pleasures of sex, wealth and luxuries

To satisfy all her desires, Moon offered his spree

She denied the Moon to come close for being free

Yet desired his love from distance, touch-me-not

Touches earn wealth, Moon got not, she thought

Black clouds were her newly found lusty lovers

With whom she used to play as her lust grew

The black clouds eclipsed Moon from her mind

Promising her wealth, luxury and sexual screw

She kept on bluffing the Moon repeating often -

I need you, I love you!  I need you, I love you!

For contact with clouds, she disliked Moon sing

For his simple ways of being happy with nothing

And insistence on the Earth for being simple too

Oneday night proved fatal to the innocent Moon

Daggered by the Earth for filling her vast oceans

With his hot blood for serving to her lusty lovers

Pleasing them for satisfying her wild lusty moans

The Moon streamed out to oceans his blood

Wandered like insane in search of his beloved

For the clouds in between his search gone vain

He transformed himself into a hermit star trail   

To keep on watching the Earth from a distance

Yet invisible to her in absence of an inheritance

The clouds drained lusty desires on the Earth

Made her pale n wealthy, without self worth

And disappeared soon as their transient sparks

With Moon lost and clouds vanished like larks

Her lust made her devoid of any womanhood

Wealth didn't save her own worth for good

Decaying away fast in depth of endless disgust

With imprints of lust on her face like scaly rust

Had thought she would have more of glamour

With charm of love lost, she got more clamor

She looked for the Moon and his love again

Didn't find love, her life ended in terrible pain