My life is full of
voids
Dug deep into the chest
of my existence
Like the ocean resides
in heart of the Earth
With its unfathomable
depth
Randomly spread through
length and breadth!
My voids are filled
with accumulated tears
Since I came to my
senses and stood on my feet
Streams of sorrows
flowing in
From breaches by
various persons I met
Converging all into my
voids
Filling agonies into the
ocean of my life
Have been making
efforts
To dry out the ocean
and fill the voids
Hoped all the good
things coming into the life
Waited long with
patience in mind
For moments of smiles
and laughs
But nothing good came
in ever
A third of life sipped
by agonies
A third gone in hopes
immaterialized
And the rest gone waste
in waiting
Thus the balance sheet
of life
I oversee, is found to
have only liabilities
With nothing in assets
Life so far passed with
stars bright
Promising illuminating
my path
But disappearing in my
need of light
When the day is nearing
its end
Long dark night lying
ahead
You appeared like the
Moon on the horizon
With a promise to hold
my hand
Move with me on the
time of sand
Filling my dark night
with Moonlight
Once more, I got bind in
chain of hopes and waits
Which have always been
paradigms of my life
I found myself unable
to say yes or no
To this new development
around
Even with my bitter
experiences so far
I held your hand with a
new hope
Because you appeared
someone I never found
Still promised
Moonlight being far away
Life again kept in
pending neither to be sad nor gay
You treated me like a
fuel to keep you hot
For others enjoying
your body warm
I am unable to keep
awake waiting
In slumber, I find you
striking my back with dagger
To serve my blood hot
to your lovers
I leave you free hot or
warm
To escape from
emotional exploitation
I have been suffering
all along after we met
O' cruel you!
Ignorant of fragrance
of love
Moved on to stinking
lust of sex n wealth
Through the womanhood
I aroused in you with
my love
Else, you were a pile
of dead leathers
A nostalgia to onlookers
Had forgotten you were
once a woman.
You say you feel sick
It is because of your
choosing wild lust
While your body is made
for tender love
Leading you to nowhere
Neither tender love
which you ignored
Nor wild lust which you
are incapable of
So cursed are you like
this for ignoring my love
Today, after we met and you left
