Writing For My Loneliness

So lonely today

Find none to write for

None to write on

Without the subject and the object

Words get lost in the quiet storm

Every feel needs a reel for placement

I have none

Still, I am stormed

That is boiling my blood

Crushing my muscles

Twisting my bones

Tearing my eyes

All waits gone vain

All hopes proved mirages

Still, no anger -

Individuals have their own compulsions

For doing what they do

Have their own interests to serve

None is made for me

To follow my likes and dislikes

To serve my interests

I have no rights on anybody

To make them behave my way -

Transparent and honest

Every individual has their own definition

Of transparency and honesty

To serve their own interests

And there are no common interests

Of anybody with me

Two Faces of Love

I imagined, I realized, I experienced

Two faces of coin, called love - still and inflamed,

Complementary, supplementary as well, at different times as we framed.

Reach the climax slowly uprising storm

Bodies on fire knowing no norm

And then, with mutual consent -

Harness the storm to stop at command,

Be still there, bodies fully submerged in still pool of bond.

No sense of where, no sense of Why,

Let time be still no whisper, no sigh.

Eyes closed, cheek on cheek, lips closing on lips

Bodies dead-still with no flips.

With no differentiation or distinction,

Let hours pass by in the love of affliction.

Dreamy eyes open with smiles brilliant,

No will to leave the world jubilant.  

Another face of love

Is fiery and furious from beginning to end,

Storm builds up gradually, speed picks up fiercely

Bodies fragmenting, scattering like flying sand.

Climax unimaginable with bodies thunder-exploding,

Falling back into one undistinguishable in flooding  !

Hours needed again to come to sense,

None able to make out cause and hence.

Try the two on different occasions,

To satiate the feelings in situational apprehensions !  

For bodies tired, rejuvenates the first,

Relaxed ones, second quenches the thirst.