Showing posts with label Self-esteem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Self-esteem. Show all posts

Sunday, April 24, 2016

You Gone Too Far Away


Don't ask me to love you as before
On factors between you and me
Sad to find, you gone too far away
On your lusty sojourns for long
It is impossible for you to return
Your body n mind set for the sway
You don't realize fair or foul
Go on blindly chasing wealth
Luxurious life, your chosen way

Don't ask me to love you as before  
Even you decide, somehow to return
My arms unprepared hold you back
Wounds very deep in my psyche
Caused by your lusty overtures wild
Have driven me out of loving track
Your short-sightedness for pleasures
Ignoring loving happiness forever
Put a wedge of mistrust in love sac

Don't ask me to love you as before
Path you've chosen to earn money
Has pushed me away far from you
Saving my self-esteem and dignity
You gone deep into the ocean of lust
Ignoring me n my love on the shore
You going your way enjoying freedom
Relationship demands some discipline

Don't ask me to love you as before
The price you are paying for wealth
Is huge for your losing love n health
Would realize on losing your glamour
With none to make you lust partner
Then, you would need loving ground
That would be nowhere to be found

Don't ask me to love you as before
I am leaving, out of way of yours
To do whatever you like to enjoy
To go wherever you like to enjoy
With this, I become free from you
Not to be in disagreement with you
We both go our own ways separate
Whether we feel sad or desperate

Don't ask me to love you as before
For I am having two faces of women
One using herself for earning wealth
Other spends money to please herself
With none knowing true love of many
Neither wants nor spends any money
Keeps money and love issues separate
Not money-greedy, nor sex-desperate 

Saturday, April 23, 2016

Moral Turpitude is a Volcano



A volcano burst just now on my mind
Burning down whole of my existence
How can a destroyer turn so unkind
Shattering my future plan persistence
It's a fun for the destroyer to declare -
The volcano enjoys victory in eruption
Uncared for my dream for safe living
No way to bear the mental corruption

Few minutes back, everything was fine
Life was sweet, the volcano was kind
A passerby threw a dirty cigarette end
On the mouth of volcano full of sand
That changing its state all of a sudden
To fire of desire to consume its burden
No thinking on what could be the result
Self-esteem missing, no feeling of insult

 Words like my heart carries your image
Are falsehoods like a noontime mirage
You are my home, you are my hope
Proved to be silken strangulating rope
Every burning desire is volcano's steam
Keep away for safety of your esteem
Lusty desires flaring may destroy all
For nasty satisfaction, move on a call

When words and actions are different
Thoughts and intentions must be dent
Hence when you go even for friendship
Carefully judge how far said words drift
Unfulfilled desires hide true intentions
Be careful trusting worded contentions
What to trust when breach fills the mind
Kindness on face, stabbing from behind

Burning desires have no value system
These may fall to any level of flirtation
Those keeping control are real women
Swayed so easily by desires are dragon
Keeping close is like sitting on a volcano
Get burnt, somebody touch the volcano
Moral turpitude is asset of dipped in lust
Can fall to anything, and get lost in dust

Sunday, March 27, 2016

If You wish to Go



If you wish to go
For any reason you know
You go, get blind
Without caring for my sow
Seeds of love in your mind
But please don't tell me lies
To convince me
You get busy as time flies !

Not finding time to love
Being too busy to sit in peace
Are mere excuses for a strife
As there can be none
Having no time to love
It being an essential part and parcel of life

Please keep a chance alive
In future if we meet in some hive
We are able to say hello with smiles
Without shame of deceiving
Without grievances in piles
You have the right to choose
From my love eternal 
And offers from others
Like a preying goose !

It is an art of management
Not to say in words
But through change in facial expressions
I sensed a sudden change in you
Not a word on lips
Anger under great repression
I understand the reason
But assert my right to self-esteem
Would never have a compromise
Whatever be the temptation !

I am a World in myself
Not a part of the wretched World
You like it or not
My thought makes my word
And action based on that word
The World is so large
To provide us spaces exclusive
So why deceive you or me
Feel free, why excursive !

In a love affair
Right to choose is not open forever
It is today but sealed for future
So think today
Twice, thrice or times many
Before being a part of me
For making life a symphony !
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