How do I compose on love?

I wished to dream love

Found lust in vogue to sustain

I was used to entertain

I don't see love anywhere

But breaches in trust everywhere

How do I trust love

How do I compose on love?

I wished to write a book on love

Words stopped from flowing

Thoughts kept on out blowing

Mind came to boiling

Body felt collapsing

How do I write love

How do I compose on love?

I wished to write on life of love

Found life full of bluff

Hollow promises without stuff

Tried to understand the riddle

Brain refused to fiddle

How do I think love

How do I compose on love?

I wished to see Moonlight of love

Tried to search love

Didn't find a couple like dove

There appears no light

All around dark night

How do I see love

How do I compose on love?

I wished to hear whispers of love

Decided to trust once again

I got instant pain

Hearing loud sounds of mistrust

My ears at verge of burst

How do I listen love

How do I compose on love?

I wished to spread fragrance of love

Got flowers of paper

Wrapped in scented wrapper

Researched on man-woman linking

Found every relation stinking

How do I smell love

How do I compose on love?

I wished caresses of love

Found no value for human emotions

Everywhere noise and commotions

Found thorns hidden behind roses

Failed to understand causes

How to touch with love

How do I compose on love?

Writing For My Loneliness

So lonely today

Find none to write for

None to write on

Without the subject and the object

Words get lost in the quiet storm

Every feel needs a reel for placement

I have none

Still, I am stormed

That is boiling my blood

Crushing my muscles

Twisting my bones

Tearing my eyes

All waits gone vain

All hopes proved mirages

Still, no anger -

Individuals have their own compulsions

For doing what they do

Have their own interests to serve

None is made for me

To follow my likes and dislikes

To serve my interests

I have no rights on anybody

To make them behave my way -

Transparent and honest

Every individual has their own definition

Of transparency and honesty

To serve their own interests

And there are no common interests

Of anybody with me