A Lover's Disgust

Shed all my tears, Holding my love as if gone!!

A beautiful woman, I loved for long

Stopped loving for going her wrong

Asked me why my love was so tenuous

My love was immortal, I had promised

But for adultery, it has been revised

Love generates passionate craving

For touches, kisses and more braving

Needing self-control and patience

Until situation ripens for furtherance

Without self-control until valid satiation  

It drifts to find ways of consummation

Same thing happened on her way

Felt frustration for me being away

She could not control, could not face

And drifted for consummation race

So, her love was tenuous not mine

I stopped loving for her famine

Of wisdom, patience and control

Until we could play our valid role   

If the woman, I loved most

As my heart and soul, at all cost

Drifts away for sexual pleasure

Consumed passions at her leisure

Didn't keep control to be mine

I was wrong to love her most

She deserved to be never mine

Though all women are never same

Some want wealth, some wish fame

But I feel never to love again

Any woman local or foreign

So deeply hurt and feeling pain

I feel love never showers rain

I would be happy being alone

Shed all my tears 

Holding my love as if gone