Why I Go Wrong Always !

Things are not as I suppose

Things go not as I propose

I often go wrong in understanding

People, faces, words and acts

I was swayed by a person -

She said, this is not me but my profession

I was swayed by a face -

She said, it is not me but a mask

I was swayed by words -

She said, these are not mine but of poetess me

I was swayed by an act

She said, this is not mine but of my compulsion

Hence, I go wrong always -

Things are not as I suppose

Things go not as I propose

What has gone wrong with me

Or the people around

I pondered over to find

I move on classic unitary line

Without playing dual roles

Same outside as inside

Same in word and deed

Same in seed and feed

Not smart indeed

Hence, I go wrong always -

Things are not as I suppose

Things go not as I propose

People around are modern

Diplomacy their favorite term

They play duel, triple or quadruple roles

With none knowing what next

They change color like frogs

Bark and shake tail like dogs  

Better managers, better reference terms

Not individuals strong

But institutions and firms

Hence, I go wrong always -

Things are not as I suppose

Things go not as I propose

I loved, she said -

I too love you but I am married

Fail to comprehend her words

If love and marriage are inclusive

Why she loves me

And if exclusive, what is the hesitation

Anyway, I had said -

Keep your marriage intact

And let us love as we like

We happily agreed

With she playing duel role -

As a wife and a beloved

But under covers confidential

With sympathies, I love her intense

And I conclude -

Marriage and love are exclusive

With none else agreeing with me

In open, concurring in mind

Again a play duel

Hence, I go wrong always -

Things are not as I suppose

Things go not as I propose